Hi friends, If you are strong enough please read this. lam here to share my grief which I have been going through almost six months. God has sent me a gift and I lost it. She is 10/10 girl, she is perfect. lam not describing about her appearance but of course she is beautiful in my eyes, I am describing about her character and mannerism that any boy will fall for. She is calm and composed for others but actually she is very naughty that only her community knows, I am happy that I was one among that to witness the other side of her which she never showed to anyone.
Now she is not with me. She always swing around me even though I am busy, she never cared what is my status or salary, All she expected from me is my time, love and attention, because of my personal issues I asked her for breakup. I asked that simply but that created more impact on her because I am her world, all she knows is me. I know what’ i did was unacceptable. I still remember that last day how she cried to leave me and to be with me, I still remember how she board into the bus with eyes full of tears.
While looking at me with longing and despondency as long as the bus move far and she disappeared and that’s when I met her for last. Many times she tried to talk with me but I didn’t respond properly yes I am regretting now. We will never know the value of a person until they move away from us. After I realized all these i tried to contact her then only I know she blocked me. I tried to call from my friend’s phone but she didn’t respond. I thought life would be easy even without her but I couldn’t, I need her beside me.
Now all I want is forgiveness from her and one more chance, i will never repeat the same mistake again. I don’t know still she have the same feeling on me because till that level I hurted her. I want to convey her that she needs to wait until I get settled in life. l badly wants to meet her to sit and talk everything clearly. Please idea Cheppandi friends.