Hi guys, I’m 23 years Male. This story happened in Vizag, not in the US. Back during the lockdown, there was a girl who lived next door to me. She had just completed her B.Tech, and I had just joined my Engineering. At first, she wouldn’t even look at me not just me, she didn’t talk to or even glance at any guy in the neighborhood. She was that kind of person.
She was so beautiful that ironically, no one ever tried to flirt with her or make a move. But one day, unexpectedly, she came to my house. I still don’t know why. She just walked in and said “Hi” and that’s how our first conversation started. We became good friends after that. At that time, she already had a boyfriend who was well settled in the US and he was her relative too.
Everything was fine for a while, just casual friendship, but slowly we started getting close. She began touching me playfully, and while it made me nervous at first, I eventually gave in. Then one night, after everyone at her place was asleep, she called and said she was bored, asked me to come over to play PUBG. I went, but there was no game. She just said she was bored and told me to stay for a while.
We were talking and having fun like usual, and then things escalated she kissed me. Later, I heard a noise and panicked, thinking someone might’ve woken up, so I rushed home. Next day, she called me again same thing happened. That’s when I asked her, “You already have a boyfriend…What’s happening between us? What am I to you?” She didn’t have an answer. I let it go.
But when I asked again a few days later, she suddenly said, “I love you.” I was shocked. I asked her, “What about your boyfriend? What’s going on with him?” She replied, “I can’t leave him.” So I said, “If you can’t leave him, why are you doing this with me? What’s the point?”She said, “I want you, but I can’t leave him. Let’s just keep this going for a few days and see.”
Then one day, we couldn’t stay away from each other any longer. We reconnected, and that night, I went to her room again. This time, things got serious we got physical and had sex. That’s when I found out she was a virgin. After that night, something changed. She started losing feelings for her US boyfriend and got emotionally attached to me.
His boyfriend sensed something was off and asked her what happened why she wasn’t talking like before. She gave some excuses, and surprisingly, he took it lightly and didn’t stress too much. But the very next day after we got intimate, she stopped talking to me properly. She moved to her mom’s room to sleep. When I asked her why, she said, “Nothing.. the A/C in my room isn’t working properly.”
I had a feeling she was feeling guilty. Eventually, after some days, she came back to her room and started calling me again. We went back to seeing each other regularly, almost every day. She completely lost feelings for her boyfriend, and they eventually broke up. One day, while we were making out, I got a call from my brother. He had woken up and realized I wasn’t at home.
I rushed back and tried to cover it up, saying, “I was just giving her a book since she was bored.” He let it go, but I knew he had seen me coming out of her room. Another time, while we were making out again, her sister suddenly walked into the room. I quickly hide myself, and somehow we avoided getting caught. But from that day, we stopped meeting as often.
Time passed, and eventually, my family shifted to a new house. We both missed each other badly after that. Then, her parents still thinking she was in a relationship with her US relative fixed her marriage without telling her. She got to know later and panicked. But we couldn’t do anything. She was four years older than me.
Her family had strict caste preferences, and her dad was extremely traditional he would’ve never accepted it. In fact, we feared he’d harm both of us if he ever found out. So slowly, we accepted reality. We moved on. Now, she’s married to her US boyfriend, living in the US, and has two children
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