Hi, I’m 24 years female and I came to do my master’s in December 2022 at SLU. When I first arrived, I stayed at my cousin’s place. After a few months, I moved out to live with my friends because I didn’t feel comfortable staying with my cousin since he was married, and I didn’t want to see his wife face constantly. After moving to a new apartment, I started meeting many people. That’s when I realized what life as a master’s student is really like. I feel like I missed out on lot during those months as I stayed at my cousin’s place.
I had a lot of fun, going to casinos, pubs, strip clubs, and hosting home parties. Every weekend, we have a party at our apartment and enjoy ourselves. Our apartment was only for females. One time, after we had been drinking a lot at a party, we ended up getting involved with some of the guys we had invited over. That day was marvelous. We exchanged boys after each session and we were in same mood for whole weekend. Eating, drinking, sex along with weed and gummies we enjoyed a lot.
I can’t express any thing better than this here. We got used to that and later we finished our masters and we didn’t find any job as job market is down. Almost one year in OPT period without job. Don’t have money to buy groceries too. As we got used to this party we all roommate’s were not able stay at home without this enjoyment. Then one of roommate started to pay for the session with her friend as we need money to enjoy the weekend. It all started with us, and we began charging per session with our masters’ friends. Slowly, it expanded to include rides, accommodation groups, and we attracted many people.
We used to have code language, like posting “accommodation needed, females only” for those interested. And we made a lot of money through this. Recently, my cousin came to my room for the session after posting in the group with his other phone number. I didn’t recognize him since it was a different number, and everything had happened through the chat. When he came to my room, we were both shocked at first, but we continued the session. After that, he started coming every two days, taking care of all my expenses, and showing me a lot of love.
He also shared all his personal life with me. Now, I don’t know why, but I’ve really connected emotionally with him since he started opening up about his problems with his wife. I feel like marrying him, and I’m unsure how he will react if I express my feelings for him. But I’m starting to feel like I should stop all of this and continue the rest of my life with him. He also follows this page, so I hope he sees this.