Hi I am 29 years Female and I live in 2b 1b in phoenix, Arizona with other roommate and he is 25 years male. I’m currently working, and he’s pursuing his master’s now he is on CPT got internship in Chandler. In the beginning, he used to give me rides since I work from home and I don’t have car. He helps me with the grocery run and any errands we have
I used to have a heavy breast which I don’t like and went under surgery for breast reduction. Which he don’t know. Had a little pain’s initially and Everything was going good. On one night due to pains I slept naked on my bed by applying the creams and forgot to lock my door. The next day, he walked into my room to ask for something and saw me without a shirt.
I didn’t realize he had come in until later, when he asked why I was sleeping naked. I explained the situation, and he apologized for walking in. I felt embarrassed and didn’t talk to him for weeks. Then, about a month later, I was rushing to get to a doctor’s appointment and needed to shower. When I opened the bathroom door, I saw him jerking off to porn, he hadn’t even locked the door.
I shut it immediately and confronted him for not locking it. He sincerely apologized and promised it wouldn’t happen again. Been silent for 2 weeks. But I don’t know slowly I got feelings for him and I want a relationship with him. I reached him and tried to throw my feelings but he said no. Since I am 29 and he is 25. But it did not stopped me and on one day when he wasn’t home.
I intentionally watching Tv in living room with full naked as I was approaching my periods and my hormones are wild. I want to do something kinky so I tried to flirt with him with my naked body. But once he came back home, it went into heated argument. Basically I have a drinking habit and he doesn’t. On my birthday, we had a party and I drank too much. I couldn’t stop staring at him and asked for a kiss but he said no.
I forced him and had a romantic kiss and involved in intimacy. Slowly I turned him into relationship and started clearing my fantasies. We had enough good time having sex two times a week and having shower’s together and sleeping naked every night. So he done with his masters and I referred into my company itself. So we moved from 2b 1b to 1b 1b.
Now Both have remote jobs. So no one has stopping has. We had sex in bathroom, bed room, kitchen, sofa and patio in every possible positions. So now the real problems comes we are in discussions for marriage. Parents involved but they don’t know anything. Initially they did not obeyed due to the age. But later on they said yes. We went India and had engagement and came back to USA.
Thought of planning for marriage in next 6 months. So on one night when we involved in intercourse for the past few weeks, we’ve been having problems with our physical relationship. His body doesn’t respond to mine, and we thought it was just a one time thing, but it kept happening every week. We went to the doctor and tried different treatments, but nothing helped.
It’s been 4 weeks now, and I feel unsatisfied, and he’s feeling low and depressed. One day, he told me he’s lost interest in my body he said he saw, its way too many times and needs to think about someone else to feel turned on. I agreed at first, but then he started calling me by his colleagues names during sex.
It’s been good but Now I’m really confused should we still go ahead with marriage or end it here? And should I tell his parents or not? I need honest advice.
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