I was in a relationship for 5 years. In the very beginning, it was pretty good, but we started having problems with each other. He was getting irritated with my habits of talking to my friends a lot and going out, especially with my male friends. We were completely two different personalities. He used to stay in the library and with his books all the time. He wouldn’t give me time and called it all nonsense if I demanded some quality time.
I also needed emotional support because I was going through a rough phase within my family and regarding my career. He started checking my phone a lot, taking my phone for days and not giving it back. If I talked to any guy, he would abuse me and them. He had slapped me so many times. Over time, I was all alone because I stopped talking to everyone, even my female friends. He was still the same.
He wouldn’t give me time. I was in very much need of his time because we were together for 5 years. I hadn’t been this close to anyone. He knew about all my problems and how my life was going. But he didn’t care enough, and eventually we started falling apart. During the 3rd year of our relationship, I was talking to one of my friends who would give me that support and talk to me about my problems.
I had started feeling for him, but my boyfriend saw the chats with him and he beat me a lot. Eventually, I stopped talking to him as well. But I was very much inclined towards that other guy. I was mentally prepared for the breakup, and we finally broke up. He, in the beginning, was also fine with it, but after a few months, he started calling me and crying that he wants to change, that he wants time to prove himself.
But I was already in that zone where I no longer wanted to go back. I had started talking to a few guys, including that guy as well. I was giving myself one more chance to have a peaceful life. Then, my ex forced me to meet him one last time, and I met him because I didn’t want him to be in any guilt. I wanted him to live a peaceful life. Once we met, he took my phone again and saw the chats with another guy.
And he beat me in the middle of the road, within my colony, and there were a lot of people around. He beat me so much that I couldn’t walk back home. Later he called and said sorry because he got mad over me, like how can I move on so fast, and he called it cheating because he didn’t think we had broken up. He just took it as a fight. I left my hometown after that and moved to another city for a new job, and changed my number etc.
He would still find my number somehow and harass me. The guy I had started talking to had another girlfriend already and he had lied to me. I was left traumatized by both of them.
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