Hello, my issue is not actually a confession. I am 32 (M) and my wife is 34. We have been married for 5 years and have a 4 years old child. I live in a village in a conservative middle class family. Despite all family issues, I always try to make my wife happy. I never complain about anything except sex.
She was following Brahmakumaris before marriage. I am strictly against it, so since last year, she has stopped listening to their lectures. She is a good person, but she gets tense about small issues and also causes tension. But the main issue is our sex life. She has no interest in it. At first, she had 50 to 50 interest and was cooperative, but for the past 3 years, she has shown no interest. I get intimate only once in a few months, and even then she lies like an unconscious body.
She closes her eyes, doesn’t want me to see her fully naked, doesn’t remove her upper clothes, and doesn’t want me to touch her breasts. She doesn’t want me to do foreplay or touch her private parts. She won’t let me perform oral sex. She just wants me to insert and finish as soon as possible, and keeps a face like she is suffering. I don’t even feel she climaxes, even if I continue for half an hour. She liked kisses and hugs at the beginning, but now she tries to avoid those situations too-and guys, I don’t have bad breath, lol.
90% of the time, we finish with an argument. She says, “Why do it for so long? Why can’t you do it fast?” And even if I do it fast and finish in a few minutes, the result is still the same. She never understands me. I’ve talked to her many times, but she tells me, “You can have an affair or do paid sex if I can’t satisfy you-l won’t mind.” She doesn’t even want to consult a doctor or psychologist about it. All of this has now triggered a cuckold fetish in my mind.
Other than this, she is a good wife-has had no affairs in the past, does her household work well. I also understand her family issues and always try to make things better for her, but I always end up disappointed. She never admires my efforts for her. Please, guys, don’t suggest that I divorce her because I love my family and can’t spoil my child’s future.
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