I’m a 27 years old male from Hyderabad, currently working at a product based company located in Mindspace. Well settled at the age of 27 is a blessing in my life. Throughout my career and personal life, I’ve often felt that no one truly liked me. I’ve remained single all my life, and even though I had one crush, I was too introverted to express my feelings to her.
I have good friendships with girls, but I never tried to use those friendships to get close. I don’t understand why this keeps happening, and I also don’t know how to overcome it. However, things started to change after I joined my current company. This place has really shaped me as a person, it changed the way I think and how I look at life.
I’ve grown emotionally, become more expressive, and built up my confidence. But still, when it comes to approaching a girl with feelings or interest, I feel scared and challenged. I do wish to have a love marriage someday, but unfortunately, love has never happened in my life. Now, my parents have started looking for matches through arranged marriage. And honestly, hearing and seeing so many stories about marriage, especially arranged ones has made me a little fearful.
I constantly feel insecure about myself, and that makes me believe no one will ever love me. But at the same time, people around me always appreciate my character and personality. I don’t know how to deal with this anxiety and self doubt, but I want to find a way to overcome it.
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